Some things you can’t write even though you really wish you could. Some things you can’t speak even though they suffocate you and threaten to cut off the oxygen supply to your heart. Some things you have to find another way. In these moments, I’m thankful for my Father. To Him, I can write. To...
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My wailing mother…
When you said, “but i prayed all night”, I realized I was getting to see the humanity beneath your cape. Because sometimes, even Superman needs help putting his cape back on.
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WHY I WRITE…
The last time I took up these pages to write was………. TWO YEARS AGO!! Wow! So much has happened since then. But then again, this was never meant to be a space about life updates. Writing and reading words to me is therapy. The first recipient of the gift these pages bring is ME. When...
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AN UNFINISHED DRAFT
It's like the thought that wants to be communicated is still locked up somewhere within me I don't yet have access to. It's like opening every room in a house looking for something you will only know when you see it...
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PAIN AND SUFFERING
The concept of pain and suffering is one that comes up quite often in conversations about belief in God. The truth is some people go through unbelievable amounts of pain in this world which is not always the product of someone’s malefic intent. When a tsunami hits, and snatches parents from their children, or children...
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FOR MY OWN SAKE, I WILL NOT REMEMBER…
Let me use this opportunity to remind someone that it is not in God's best interest to remember your sins. That's why he says " I am he who blots out your transgressions, for my own sake, I will not remember your sins
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Not perfect but true
Today hits different. It’s now the 5th time I celebrate Mother’s Day. And there are 2 of you. 2 little humans who call me Mama. Micah is still at the stage where he does it 700x a day. Every time it’s about to get annoying I’m reminded of how beautiful it is. That he sees...
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About Easter…
When you hugged your little one this morning, did you realize this was a moment you would never get back again? Thank God for that thought because it made me soak it in deeper, and longer… But what moved me to write today is not my baby, it’s the cross. This weekend, like many weekends...
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Losing Ezra
I wrote this piece since June of 2022 but only just realized that it had been sitting in my drafts. So, Time to release it! From me to you, a very intimate piece… I’m lying in bed with my husband. We’re cuddling and everything is really great. He asks me: “What’s wrong?” I say: “Nothing!”...
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Worship As a heart posture
Do we even understand what it means for worship to be a heart posture? My heart bows down in reverence to You. I acknowledge that You are my Creator. That before I was here, I was with You. That You formed me just for this. That You imagined all my days and what they would...